Insomnia

Right. It is 6AM. I woke up and cannot go back to sleep. There is so much on my mind right now, no wonder I can't doze off.

First, there is the final project. My main headache. I'm confident with the idea I have, my only concern is that my crew are graduates and University might not let me work with people outside it. And..Knowing myself I'm afraid everything will be disorganized.



Another problem is, I seem to have a crush on a person, who is very, very wrong for me, because he is:

a) a dick
b) not interested.

Obviously, therefore, I am very interested.

In a feeble attempt to change something about me, I dyed my hair red, hoping that with red hair I might experience a change of heart and run away with a woman named Rhonda.

What can I say, the hair looks good. Unfortunately, my loyalties do not change.

I guess it comes with cold weather, the need of warmth. Or maybe the time I could spending being single and sane is over. Thing is, I don't really need anyone. Well that's what I like to tell myself. But really. I don't cry myself to sleep because I don't have someone. I don't go around telling everyone who listens, what a sad panda I am, that I have nobody to share panda hugs with. Pardon the South Park reference.

Ahhh, I don't know, maybe it's just change I need. So I dye my hair.





Last night I dreamt of buildings so tall, I could not see the ground.